The stories behind the Windows

Behind every window you will find the light or the dark. Behind every window you can hear the laugh or the crying or the silence like the graves. You can imagine many stories or tales with different titles. Behind every window you find different feelings and sensations. Maybe its title is the happiness or the sadness.  Maybe find Mom tells her kids amazing tales before sleeping to dream with happy dreams and the pleasure through her kiss. Maybe find someone alone search about the warmth feelings and he can’t find someone to talk with him so he talk with his wall to imagine he has a company in his house. Maybe find someone missed some lover and sit beside the window to remember his memories maybe his lover feel with him and touch his soul again. I’m too I like to sit near to the window to remember my tales but unfortunately every night I have different story, so you can imagine my tales to discover that I’m like all people I have the same window. Behind the windows you can find diversity feelings.

                                                         Mohammed Abdeltawab

                                                      Just My Meditations Part II

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Create your Road

It's nice to go on the road and find the roses and the flowers on both sides of the road. Because when I walk in this road in the early morning I see all flowers when this flowers bloom to spread the goodness and the optimism for all people in the morning.  I can imagine all those roses and flowers like friends or children wait me to give me the happiness in the early morning and the love in the evening. These flowers are good reason to forget all my pains and my grief. I can feel with its smile for me, Just smell its perfumes to find my day a wonderful day for me. I can see the butterflies fly around me to give me more hope to push my life to the better.Just I can release my soul with everything in this image, the sun is shining, pure air and flowers sing for roses to dance so if you can find this way in your life don't leave it to be your life awesome my friend.I think this good idea to change our mood every day to find good reason to continue our lives.

                                                 Mohammed Abdeltawab

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Your Face

just in my dreams I can see your face, I can find my way to see your feelings within your eyes but I can't tell anyone about you. I can look at your eyes to touch your soul but I can't understand why these tears within your eyes, in every time I can see it and I can't find reason for that. I can't hear your voice to ask you about your tears or to tell me about your sadness. I can’t touch your hand to feel with your heart. In every time I try to scream to hear me, but I can't, because you are just a dream for me. Just feeling born within my heart and will die in my mind. I can't bear that and I don't like to see my feelings die and I can't do something to find my salvation. I don't want the sadness lives with me forever but I need you in my real love not just dream within my mind.Maybe you are my love or just another illusion in my life, or my soul which I miss it in my real life ...Just feeling.

                                              Mohammed Abdeltawab

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كنت أظنُ يوماْ

كُنت أظنُ أني لن أعودْ مطلقاْ

كُنتُ أعلمُ انة مجرد حلم يراودني

نفسُ الديار لم تعد لي مثل قبل

الحزنُ والأحزانُ تسكنُ جوارحي

فقط لم يبقي لي سوي الحلم بداخلي

لم أعد أملك طفولتي أو ضحكاتي

كُنتُ أمر بالديارمسافراْ فقط

الأبواب مُغلقة والبيوت مُهدمة

فقط ضحكات طفولتي في المكان

بكيتُ والدموع في مقليتي متحجرة

كان بداخلي حُلم أني سوف أعود

ولكنة لم يبقي في قلبي سوي حُلم

سوف أمر في الدرب بقلب حزين

أبحث عن دياري وحبي وطفولتي

لأني أعلم أنة مازال حلم يسكن قلبي

Just Our Lives

Our lives always depends on one thing is the hope if you have the hope you will have half the solution, just you can dream to find your way, in your dream you will find the hope, the hope gives you the power to fight all the odds in your life. The hope is the beginning to achieve any impossible dreams just stuck hope you can stand in front of the life and put your fingerprint in the way of life and trust in your faith about your soul and your presence in this life. The Hope is the beginning optimism and optimism leads to success. Don’t blame your conditions or the people whom surround you. You need plan for the future to find the success.Just trust in yourself and your ability to create the miracles in your life

                                                       Mohammed Abdeltawab

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The Christmas

The Christmas At the end of each year we find ourselves with different feelings about a year will leave and a year will come. This year which will leave it’s another year we spent it in this life and we have many memories and events happened through it. May be some of us found something good like success in their lives or found new love and new way to the happiness or maybe some of us found disasters or losing someone or more sadness in their live. But we all wait the new year to carry our dreams or new wishes to find something we missed it our lives. In this night we will wait near to the windows to hear the bills and we will light the lamps and candles in order to wait for Santa Claus comes to us on the night of the feast of Christmas. We will wait him when he opens his bag to give everyone his or her wish or dream, we will him when implant the goodness and the love within our hearts for New Year. In spite of the snow which falls but we will find the warmth with him. Mohammed Abdeltawab Just My Meditations Part II www.amazon.com

These Birds

When I’m alone usually I search about any way to forget my sadness even for minutes. I do that to release my soul from its chains to find some extend of freedom. I look to the sky to see the birds when these birds fly to observe their movements in the sky, to learn something from these birds which change their direction at one second and I don’t know why. Sometimes I see these birds fly through groups and sometimes I find one bird flies alone. Indeed I find myself like this bird needs or searches about something is different like me. Really I like this kind of birds which has different target in its life, so I close my eyes  and imagine myself like those birds I have wings and I can open it to fly in the sky, but really I would like to be this bird which fly alone. Just fly alone without constraints or more instructions in my life. I would like to fly without reason just to discover other spaces, to find my freedom without chains. There may be find my soul or find my way to meditate this life but from the sky.But how can I do that it’s will be dream from another dreams in my life and I will be human just live on this land to find the chains in every place I can find my pains within it. 

                                                   Mohammed Abdeltawab

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