My Isolated Island

The book (Just My Meditations Part I)

Still I have my dream about my isolated island which comes to me to move and push my sentimental toward to it,  Always I feel my soul related to this isolated island, maybe my soul find the freedom there,  Maybe my soul feels it's a part of this island where the silence and the beauty or like those birds which fly without fears, There in this island there is no speech or feelings about greed or competition or bad news you can hear it every day about the killing in every place but feeling with comfort and peace,there I will live for meditation this nature with its beauty, There I can feel with freedom and I can see my soul smiles again, there is no value for the time and the life very simple there.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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The Alley

The book (Just My Meditations Part I)

The most beautiful memories for me here in this alley on the same table, where I can meditate the people around me to read their faces and their impressions, you consider it as the hobby for me to discover something new in every day, On every table we have story about something maybe the beginning or end for love story not only that but maybe another type of the tales,  I feel this place like a history books maybe due to my feeling about every one like a different book has many events within it,  I wander among it's papers to be a part of these tales just to be observer or witness about many details I didn't see it but I can imagine it,  these tales sure full of the happiness and the sadness,  In these books I can touch many souls sat here through the time.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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Against Our Desire

The book ( Just My Meditations Part I)

The life is just about a dark tunnel just small tunnel we should walk inside it against our desire and be alone without company, All the time we feel with fears and sadness in waiting the death around us in every second, the death will come to catch our soul because this is our ending, Sometimes we see some of light in some places within this tunnel so we feel with happiness because we can escape from this tunnel and feel with the happiness forever, But when we loss this light the ghosts come back again to follow us in our tunnel to  implant more fears within our hearts but we should continue our way to find new light spot in our life even we find the death by the end.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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The Wooden House

The book ( Just My Meditations Part I)

All the times I have one desire, it’s just escaping from everything in my life and live afar within my dreams, I need new life it’s just Simple life and all my activities are simple too,there Near to the lake under the sun and among the wild flowers I will live in my wooden house just simple house, I will have windows at all dimensions to see the nature from all sides, I will have fireplace to read more books beside it in the winter,I will have my boat and my hook,  I will have a dogs to be my friends to play around me, Every day will be without problems but for meditations and happiness, Always I will close my eyes to imagine that, Everyday I will miss this dream.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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Your Way

The book ( Just My Meditations Part I)

My baby I know it's the beginning for you and this is the first challenge in your life and you think your way will be like your childhood full of the love and the happiness,  Your start just about a wonderful smile because you're innocent and you don't know anything except the love,  How much I’m afraid about you from this life because I know how the evil waits you to steal your innocence and the love from your heart, this life waits to steal your smile and sees your tears, Our destiny sometimes means our hearts became wounded and sad, also our Feeling with lonely and pain,  When you grow up I will miss your smile.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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The Simplicity

The book ( Just My Meditations Part I)

The simplicity,this word became impossible target or way in the thinking in our life because the life became a group of complexities of physicals and psychological conditions,  Our life became a group of problems and our role how we can solve it every day, every day you wake up to find more problems through your day and spend all the time how you can find the way to solve it,  Now we're like horses run not for winning but for escaping from the death and competition,  I still remember my parents and my grandparents 's life which full of happiness and few problems because the life was quiet and there is no competition just love and mercy among people.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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عَيناكْي

كمْ هي رائعةُ عَيناكي حَبيبتي وحَبيبة فُؤادي
طالما نَظرتُ إليهُن بشغفاْ كأنُهما نَجمّتين في سَمّائي
لَمْ أجرُؤ في القُربٍ يوماْ خَوفاْ مٍن لهيبٍ أشواقي
أَغدوا إليهُن ناظٍرُاْ بٍخجلاْ مُتخفياْ بين أَغصان ورودي وأزهارٍي
قالوا قديماْ عيون المَها فَقُلتُ أنا بل عُيونَ حبيبي
تلك البَلورَتينٍ العَسْليتين تخطٍفُ مني لوعتي وهمساتي
أخافُ اللقاءَ بٍهَنْ نَهارَاْ لأنَهُما شموس كل حَياتي
أغَمُض عيناي لكي أحلُم أَني مُقَبُلاْ تلك الشموس بٍشَفتاي
فكم سَهرتُ من الليالي مُناجياْ بكلماتٍ حُباْ تَمليء كل جوارحي
والنجومُ مُتَبسمة من فوقي تُخبرني أنها تَغَاروا من حَبيبي
وكيفَ يُغاروا من عيناكي وأنتي النْور والدفء في شتائي
تَمنيتُ أنا يوماْ الجٍوار حتي أجمع لورات الضْوءٍ مٍن أَجلي
فأملأ بها سمائي كنجوم وأُرسٍلَ كل الورود تُقَبيليها من أجلي
أملأ بها كل بساتيني وأحلامي وأُزينَ بها أركان وظُلمات فؤادي
لن أبوح يوماْ بحبي لكي لأني لن أصل يوماْ لشموسي
حبيبتي حتي لو لم أكن حبيبك تذكري أَني بالجٍوارٍ ساكٍنْاْ فؤادي
فأنتي حُبي وحيايا ومماتي فَرفٍقاْ لمْن عاش من أجلٍ عيناكي