The horizon

When I sit near to the sea I look to the horizon there to think about my future and how I can escape from my sadness to find the happiness there near to this line. Sometime I wish I can touch this line to understand my future and change it if I can do that. Sometimes I feel if I can touch the horizon I will find my happiness there without pains. I see my future like the horizon at sea far I do not know what will come and that life for me is not a lifeboat, but a rundown boat I cannot rely on it, but I am optimistic and I should be optimistic to continue my life. Here beside the sea and when I look to the horizon I can dream and I can see that birds hovering in the skies. These birds I see it come from this direction where I can see the horizon. These birds maybe carry my wishes for my future to send to the horizon to give me better future. These birds may offer hope and goodness to me in my future. Maybe these birds will be my angels which can hear me to feel with my suffering. I should be optimistic because I see these white birds.  I will wait here beside to this old boat near to the sea even I get good future for me.