One thought

In the most of the time I think in the one thought. How can I find my lifeboat to escape from this beach of the life which full of instructions, restrictions, lack of freedom, worries and nervous tensions to another beach full of freedom and I can live through my meditations and love what I do. It’s too difficult question for me and I think many people think about this question to find the answer which can change their live. Really I’m not pessimistic but I have the ability to think with deep way all the times to find more answers about my questions. Maybe I have high internal tensions due to my feeling I chose the wrong way in my life from the beginning. Sometimes I feel my life it’s just a great group from the questions and I can’t find more answers. Sometimes I feel the answers which I found it in the heaven only and I can’t touch it. But all souls which wander in this universe they teach me more maxims so I like to be alone and hear these souls to tell me more tales about this universe and this life. But still now they didn’t tell me anything about this magic boat and I can't find the answer about my question so I will wait maybe someday they tell the answer.