Your Breaths

The book (Just My Meditations Part I)

The love for me is near to you, I can discover all the meanings within your eyes,  I see your smile like a light of the sun which gives me the warmth and the hope,  I look at your eyes to find it like a stars shines for my warming feelings, I will be beside to you to find your perfume within my breaths to live together with my soul,  I need feeling with your breaths for your love grow up in my heart,  I will miss you even I touch your features with my hand,  I will feel with my presence through your words and your hints about the love for me because always you will be my love.

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Always

Always you will be my dream or my angel who I see afar
Always I will feel with your presence around my place

Always I can't touch you because you are an angel my baby
Always I will sight your smile like star shines and disappears 
Always your love will be like mirage in my desert forever
Always you will be my dream to find the hope near to me

 Always I will forget my sadness where you live my baby

Always think of me to find my way to the happiness

Always just remember me to feel I still alive within all that

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Like A Desert

The book (Just My Meditations Part I)

Sometimes  in critical situations we feel our life became without light, we feel our life became like a desert,  Everything dies within it with the time and everyone who shares us becomes like a lost in it and will die by the end, But something we can create it with our hands to be like a water flow and then this line of water grow and grow up to be like a river in this desert so you can find the plants and trees grow again around this river to create new life full of happiness and love in our life, This river will be the hope which gives us everything even our feelings died.

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أحزاني

أحزاني تقتُلني وسلاسلُ القَيدُ تُؤذيني........................ أودُ أن أطلقَ العنانُ لأحزاني
أودُ أن أفتحَ أزهارَ أفكاري وأحلامي................................أطلقوا سَراحي وأهَجروني
إتركوني لأحٍلامي وأحزاني وهَمساتي.......................اتركوني لصمتي وأنكساري 
كَفاني غُربةَ بينكم أحبابي كفاكم ................................تمزيق من تبقي من طُفولتي
 أطلقوا عناني لسَماواتي ونجماتي..............................كم أشتقتُ لطيور المغيبٍ المغردةٍ
لماذا تثقلونني بُكل تٍلك السلاسل؟..............................لماذا أغوصُ في أعماقاْ مظلمة
هل تَحبوني من أحببتُ تُرابٍكم ؟...................................يامن رسَمت لكم البَسمةُ من دموعي
يامن قَتلتُ الأملَ و الحلمَ في عيوني .........................ألم تَلمسُ الحبَ والدفءَفي عيني
كفاكم تمزيقاْ في جَسدي كفاكم................................ صراعاْ علي ماتبقي من حُلمي
أنا جسداْ بلا روح وسماءاْ بلا شمس............................وإنطفيء القمرُ مع آخٍرَ دقات قلبي
إهجروني من أحَببتكُم حتي تعود.................................الطيور لتُحي سَكنات روحي
تَمنوا لي أحلاماْ جديدة داخل جسد..............................لم يبقي منةُ سوي إبتسامة فقط

صديقتي من جديد

لي صَديقة كالشمسُ في سمائيِ .................تهديني نوراْ ودفئاْ في حياتي
تخافُ علي مثُلُ خوفَ أُختي علي.................... أغيبُ عنها وأنسَاها ولاتنسَاني
تنيرُ طريقي بكلماتها وإبتساماتُها...................... كنت أظنُ لا صديقَ ولا رفيقَ لي
لا أعلمُ عنها سوي كلماتُها وسؤالهُا..................دائماْ تغضبَ مني لعدم سؤالي
كم بررتُ كثيراْ عن حالي كيفَ صار.................... وهيا دائماْ كالملاك تسألُ وتنتظرني
تمنيتُ أن أراها وتكونُ بالجوار لي......................عمتُاْ لأولادي وأخُتاْ لرفيقةَ حياتي
لنا يوماْ ما لقاءُاْ يجمعنا فيةُ الزمان.................... وتكوني بيننا كنجمةُُُ في سمائي

Your Smile

The book ( Just My Meditations Part I)

When I see your smile I stop little to meditate how can Allah created in making the life secret in your smile for me, really I can’t understand what happened with me but I feel with the happiness when I see your smile,  Maybe I found a part of your love in your smile so the smile for me like kiss of life or the mysterious energy for me,  When I look at your eyes I find more secrets of life in every time because I feel those eyes created to give me the love and ability to continue, you give me more secrets give me more values in this life , Always give me your smile your magic which inhabit at your eyes to stay in this life close you forever.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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Near To The Sea

The book (Just My Meditations Part I)

When I sit near to the sea I forget myself just looking to the sea and the boats which dance on it's quite waves like a  beautiful children play together and you can feel with their voices, I leave everything behind of my back and I’m not care about any movement around me for the people or the cars,  I look to the sea to forget everything around me to discover new dream for me, I just meditate it like a blue oasis with clear sky,  Always the sea send messages for me, I can understand it if I’m alone or even with others because the sea like my partner in my dreams,  Always I wait the time which the sea will decide it for me to call me to be near to it like a two partners forever.

Mohammed Abdeltawab

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